Drowning it all in my wine

That tear, and the next one,

lonely.

My strength dwindles,

as I begin to lose myself.

Traveling in a dream-like state,

looking to be grounded.

Hurting those around me,

because I can't find myself.

Forgiveness.

Another sip, and another...

I won't call for support.

As Tori once said,

"I thought I could hold back glaciers,"

now my tears are too strong.